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eian - jinja Shrine. When the parade finally Arrived and Enter the shrine, people Burst Into Applause and Some kids DARED Entering the shrine ... Uruha and Kai Were smiling happily, Reita WAS Complaining about the hot weather and Aoi Had gone for Some drinks. WAS Ruki still staring at the shrine. The dark haired
Heard Them man chatting and laughing as I Approaches: a the little shop, lighting a cigarette. The night was wonderful indeed. They so need a break. Too much work and I Knew Ruki Lately need some inspiration to go on writing the new songs. Had I run out of inspiration Lately. All of them to be had. But Never Had That Occurred to Ruki. And Then, When He Was Right just behind Ruki, all of a sudden, fireworks illuminated the sky making them all jump a bit in surprise. But it looked like Ruki wasn’t expecting it at all and he turned around and hugged Aoi as tight as he could. The guitarist wondered if the little man knew it was him. Aoi sighed and smiled.
What a cute little man he is , he thought, and hugged him back, drinks on a bag, his free hand caressing his back, then his hair... The sky was dyed in shades of pink, red, blue, and greens and yellows... Aoi noticed Ruki had his eyes closed; face pressed strongly against his chest. He looked up at the colored sky, still hugging Ruki, protecting him from whatever the little vocalist wanted him to protect him. He felt Ruki slowly calmed down, but remained there on his embrace, eyes closed. It felt so good... “Ruki... Ruki? Are you ok?” Aoi whispered. Ruki opened his eyes slowly and looked up at him, a bit puzzled of finding Aoi in front of him. The guitarist blinked, a bit confused. Had he not known it was him? “You shouldn’t hug whoever’s behind you, you know,” Aoi smiled softly. Ruki swallowed hard. “Here you have,” he went on quickly, giving him a drink. “The one you wanted, right?” He then went with the others, who apparently hadn’t realized anything. He had a weird impression impregnated in his whole body... what had that been?
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Back in the ryokan room he shared with Uruha and Reita, he could not conceal sleep by any mean. That moment when Ruki had hugged him as if his life was in danger ... Those arms the way Grabbed His shirt, the way I pressed His Face Against His chest ... His breathing, But Then fast first slow and peaceful ... The historical way Caressed When He Looked face him ... And yet Ruki Did not Know It Had Been him all the time. And Aoi wasn't sure That if I liked or not. Ruki I Knew Had Something felt. I Knew the vocalist pretty well. Even Better Than His two old friends, I DARED say. That night Ruki meat to visit him in His dreams, pero Aoi wasn't anything Able to remember the moment I Opened His Eyes. I just woke up with mixed feelings and Went straight to the toilet, Ignoring Uruha's yawns and Reita's weird
ohayo . I Looked at His reflection in the mirror after wetting His face, as if Those two actions Could helphim find the answers to questions Those unknown. Did not Have His Eyes But the answers, pero They made him realize I WAS Un certain about one thing: That Night, Something More Than A simple hug Had Happened.
I Turned around and look down leaning back. Ruki WAS important for him. Very important. Had I never wanted to hurt him, But what if ... Had I done what if I shouldn't Something? I Remembered Everything happening the previous night, But I tried as much as I Could not find anything. Ruki Had Been happy, Simply happy. They Had Been chatting, joking, teasing Kai ... And Then, the parade ... the fireworks ... and the hug ... Maybe ... no, Ruki Just Could not have ... The guitarist ran fingers historical historical-through hair, thoughtful. I Should not Have helthe kinds of toilets in a ryokan confuse me ... "I muttered.
"Ruki's Been In His Sleep ranting again ..." Kai mumbled. "Really?" Asked Uruha. Aoi Did not say anything, But the conversation Suddenly Seem To Interest him. "Yeah ... But I dunno What I said ... "Went on Kai. "It was ... confusing ... "
" Is he ok? "Uruha Asked Slightly gazing at Aoi, an eyebrow arched Who, surprised by That. "I guess There's Something ... That disturbs him ... "" It's getting late, "the blond guitarist said. "Why do not you two go wake him up?" "Alright ..."
Eleven out of the room, Aoi Uruha Thought Was a bit Surprising. I Seem To ignore The Most Evident signs of the Things happening around him, and yet he could see things where no one else could. “Is he still sleeping?” Aoi asked.
“Yeah, we should wake him up, shouldn’t we?”
“Well, we have to if we don’t want to be late...” Ruki was still wrapped in his futon, from head to toe. Aoi laughed a bit. Ruki was lovely a tiny ball under the futon, sleeping or not, but that little man, even trying to look cool and kind of bad boy like, always made Aoi feel sweetness towards him. He placed both hands on his back while Kai started getting dressed. The guitarist moved Ruki smoothly, whispering his name. As there was no reaction, he let his hands run through the vocalist’s back, massaging it softly, forgetting he was there to wake him up. Aoi sighed in relief when Ruki rolled osee, eyes half open. He Knew He Was not going to hold it any Longer ... The vocalist stretched His arms and Moved away as soon as I saw Aoi's intentions. "No, Do not ..." I Yawn. "Do not dare ..."
"Boring," Aoi Smile and Stood Up. "Twenty minutes," I Said Before Leaving the room. Reita Aoi

met on His way back to the room. The bassist WAS Almost desperate running in Need for food. WAS Uruha Having a look at His back, and gazed at Aoi as I pass by.
"Spit it," Aoi said. Uruha Looked at him, SUPPRESSING a smile. "Come on!" "You like Ruki ..." I said. Aoi sighed.
"And what if I do? You like Kai and I do not go around bu-"
" WHAT!? "
" Shh ... Uru! What about discretion?”
“Sorry... but... how do you –”
“Let’s say you’re not the only one... observing...”
“Ok...” Uruha blushed. “But... Ruki... yesterday... he didn’t know it was you, Aoi. But, well, I’m sure you noticed. He liked it. He felt... safe...” “Yeah... I know... But this is not about feeling safe or not...” “Is it about feeling warm, then?”

Aoi sat down on the floor and his eyes focused somewhere on the floor. Uruha sat next to him, hands on his shoulders, comforting him in silence.

The blonde’s words... were just right. That’s how he had felt. That’s how he always felt when he was with Ruki. But... how did the little man feel? He didn’t know what to do. That simple hugLXC "Is gonna cost me some Headaches and up all nights," Aoi smile, opening the door.
"Not Necessarily."
"Why?"
"Because I know Ruki likes you." Aoi shook
His head and laughed. Uruha smiles. Aoi Knew I Would do anything to hurt Ruki. Probably he'd shut up forever HAVING Rather Than the vocalist apart. But it WAS sad, somehow. Once downstairs
saw Kai Aoi Giving Some pills to the vocalist. A headache, I said. Their eyes met and Aoi Could Have sworn I saw Ruki's cheeks burning. However They never talk, never Had Any kind of contact apart from the rest That of the day. Thought the vocalist Aoi felt uncomfortable Rather Every Time They Seem To Be walking side by side, so I Just Walk Slow and Slower,sed the hug and cursed Himself. I Should Have Hugged him just like a normal person Would Do: a simple hand on His back. But no ... I HAD to hug him ... really hug him ... Protecting him, loving him ...

"I'm so stupid ..." I mumbled.

In front of him, sitting on the floor, look up and Smile Uruha affectionately.

"You're not."

The last morning of holidays, Aoi Ruki Decided to phone. The vocalist Would not answer, so going to Uruha Suggested historical place. Aoi Refused at first, But It Did not cost much to convinces him Uruha. Once There WAS Ruki Still Not Answering the phone rules opening the door. Aoi wait and Wait Until His hand found the key to Ruki's apartment on historical pocket. But I have His hand closed around it,moment.
“What do you want to eat? I wonder if you’re even hungry after that huge sweet...” he asked trying to calm down himself. “Why didn’t you phone before?”
“I did phone you,” Aoi answered, confused.
“I mean, before this morning. I’ve been... alone...”
“You could have done the same... I mean... I’ve been at home too...” said the guitarist, observing Ruki’s suddenly distressing expression. “Are you ok, Ruki?”
“I just... feel left out! Why were you with Uruha? Why didn’t you phone me again?” “Ru... I did phone you twice...” Aoi said, worried. “I even went to your place!! But you didn’t open the door and I didn’t want to disturb you by entering...” he lied. “Ru, are you reake him feel bad. And Ruki That Was not helping at all. "Should we leave this for another day?" Ruki Nodder silently. "I'll take you home then ..."
Aoi Ruki to historical guided car. The vocalist Did not open His mouth DURING the whole trajectory. The guitarist WAS repenting from Already Being so close to Ruki, holding His Hands Had Been a big mistake, and nothing I Could Seemed to think about historical distract from Ruki mind or bring a little bit of Contentment or peace to His Mind.

Once home, Aoi Remain in the car while Ruki mumbled a goodbye and Enter the building. As much as I wanted to go with him and make sure I was really ok, I forbid Himself to do it and Drove away the moment Ruki WAS out of sight. And of course, I Could not Sleep That night. He clad himself in a lot of warm clothes, given that it was finally cold, made himself a hot chocolate and sat on the balcony.


I’d give you whatever you asked me too...
He shook his head and laughed at himself. How could he be so silly?

However, he made his mind up the moment those words appeared on his mind. The next morning found him already dressed up, ready to leave for the studio. Something told him Ruki’d be there too, and he wasn’t wrong. There he was, sitting on his favorite sofa. His dark eyes were fixed on the little vocalist, as if they had the power to paralyze him just in case he’d run away. And then, just when he was a step away from him, his voice acted by its own will.

“I have something to tell you,” he said softly. “And I’m not accepting any excuse. Tonight. Come home.”