That’d help me with this headache... aah... I think too much lately...
He smiled. That night seemed to be particularly beautiful. Or was it that he could see everything with another light? The vocalist took his time to arrive to Aoi’s apartment. He wondered if he had chosen the correct clothes, feeling all nervous like a kid who’s going to meet his idol or something like that. He laughed at himself and entered the building. Comfy and nice clothes would d But that night had to be special, it didn’t matter the result... not now, at least. He had worked really hard on that dinner, he even asked Kai for some tips, and had to suffer the drummer’s teasing, but he finally managed to cook something special with a very appealing look. Ruki looked at it curiously, and Aoi looked inquisitively at the vocalist when they were seated at the table.
They hardly talked during dinner. Ruki had turned the TV on while waiting and they were paying more attention to the news than to the reason of the dinner. The vocalist felt his edginess growing and growing as the dinner drew to and end. He tried to help Aoi collect everything but the guitarist refused his offer, making him sit again by placing a hand on his shoulder. Ruki shivered at this and Aoi seemed to notice, but decided to remain silent.
But what about Aoi? He seemed to be so relaxed... But what Ruki didn’t know was that deep down Aoi’s insides were boiling and he couldn’t be tenser. Well, in fact he could, but he had tried hard to remain calm, as calm as he could, he had even taken some drink Uruha had told him that would help him relax. And as much as he wanted to delay it, there was nothing more to collect from the table, and the kitchen was already even shining. He sat down next to Ruki, who was all silent in the sofa, playing with his hands and eyes fixed somewhere on the ground as he felt it coming. Aoi sighed. “Ruki, I –”
“I’m sorry...” Aoi opened his eyes in a mixture of surprise and confusion. Ruki looked up at him and their eyes met. The guitarist had to fight with the urge of holding him tight and kiss him. He’d have to get himself a prize after that night if he was able tor historical control impulses.
"Wh-what do you mean? Why are you sorry about? "" Well ... I. .. I've been Ignoring You ... Since We Came Back from Kyoto ... "He Said shyly. Aoi look down.
"Actually ... You Were Ignoring me in Kyoto as well ... "Saying He Could not help. "Well ..." Ruki flushed to breathe. "Ruki ... What Happened? I. .. I Told you to come here because i Had Something to tell you, but ... Maybe You Need Something to tell me first? Ne, Ruki? "I Asked, coming closer to the vocalist.
"I. .. I do not know ... I think ... "Before But I Could Go on I found Himself in Aoi's arms again, Being embraced by the arms That Had So Many Times and Comfort Hugged him, by the person now I Knew I loved.d. .. Then, the Following days ... Was a mess it all on my head ... I Did not Know What Was happening to me ... I. .. I wanted to be with You But Did not Want to at the Same Time ... I Was Afraid of my body ... it ... reacted it, you know ... "Could feel Ruki Aoi's sweet silent laughter and blushed even more, Burying His face on Aoi's neck. "Do not laugh at me ..." "I'm not laughing at you, Ruki. I Could Never Do Such Thing. "" And ... "Ruki Went On When He Was Able to breathe again after looking Into Aoi's dark eyes. "And ... I did not know What to do ... the other day ... When I met you with Uruha ... I Was ... "Ruki His lower lip bite.
"Jealous?" Aoi asked. The vocalist look up at him in silence. "And the best way of Finding Out What You feltliked you, "Aoi Whisperer. Ruki's heart beating so fast WAS the vocalist Thought May it cause him a heart attack. "But I Never Thought ... I mean, I liked you ... I wanted to Protect You ... I Thought I only liked you as a little brother but ... I honestly think I Was Trying to Deceive myself, Ruki. I love you ... "Those words Were too much for Ruki. I Could not Believe He Was finally loved truthfully ... and by the one I loved ... The brunette blushed and kissed Aoi, this time throwing away the innocence, Replacing it by passion and fervor. Aoi, Being far from surprised, kissed him back with the intensity He Was Being kissed, while His hands Caressed Ruki's back and waist, making the vocalist's skin shiver.
"I. .. I Was Trying to Deceive myselftoo ... "Ruki Said after breaking the kiss, making Aoi lay down on the sofa. "I. .. deep inside I Knew it was you, But you know what i mean ... I'm Not Used to Feeling Things like that ... and I do not like men ... "
Aoi's lips But the question made die Without a spoken answer. Ruki
Thought That night paradise Could not Be Better Than Being with Aoi, and the guitarist Could not Be Happier. They sof kisses and caresses, and Ruki got up and Rushed to the bathroom Before Aoi woke up. When woke up Aoi, Ruki Had Already Prepared breakfast. I Looked Rather Shy That morning, pero Aoi did not care. I WAS so cute, Even if the vocalist Did not Want To Be cute, That Was Something I Could not help. Ruki breakfast served basis and, just as if last night I Had Feared to Be a dream, Aoi's lips kissed softly, just to Receive the best answer I Could. And kisses WAS HAVING breakfast with the best way of waking up. However
... Ruki's body WAS more Than willing to react, maybe Because I WAS sitting on Aoi's lap, His legs wrapped around the guitarist's back, and the constant rub of Their Bodies, the constant kisses and caresses ... maybe it Had Something To Dowith it?
"Ne, Ruki, I'm gonna take a shower ..." I smirk. "Want to come with me?"
"Baka!" To Ruki flushed roared, walking away like a little kid, Which only made Aoi laugh harder.
"I Was Just Saying ..." I added while heading for the bathroom. Remain in the kitchen Ruki Aoi Until Himself Had locked in the toilet. The vocalist Heard the water filling the tube ... warm water bathing Aoi's perfect body ... His long hair all wet ... I imagined water running down Aoi's skin ... Before He Could and realize I WAS in front of the bathroom door, hand raised to knock on it. Open it and slowly I found Aoi naked, relaxing on the tube with His eyes closed.
"So?" The black haired man asked.
"Changed my mind...” smiled Ruki.
“Thought so...”
But now... the hard part. The part Ruki so feared. Aoi looked at him, with nothing but understanding on his face, and looked away, eyes closed again. Ruki smiled, and felt he was more in love with that man, if possible. He didn’t like anyone to see him naked... not even Aoi... but... he had to do it. He had to overcome that obsession, that mania of his. It was Aoi after all. And he wasn’t looking, even though Ruki knew the guitarist wanted to. He slowly entered the tube. Aoi was still looking away and when Ruki sat in front of him, he grabbed the guitarist’s hands.
“Thank you...” he pouted. Aoi smiled.
“But I can’t help looking at it now...”
“I know.Use your imagination? "
" My Ruki? "
" That ... sounds good ... "
" My beautiful Ruki ... "
" Yuu ... "Aoi Used
some water to wash out the soap Remaining in Their Bodies, making Ruki always feel like heaven, His body as water caressing Cleansed it. The vocalist His eyes closed as I got lost in Aoi's caresses and kisses again. Ruki Remembered That one of the guitarist's soft spot historical WAS clavicle. He Smiles and when to Aoi Reach Up to kiss him again, I dodged and Lick The dark haired's clavicle, making him shiver and gasp. The guitarist
smile, always fixed on Ruki's eyes, while a line His Hand Traced from Ruki's lips to His navel, making the vocalist shiver and bite Aoi's clavicle, while I played with his navel for a bit, then getting back on his previous way down Ruki’s body. He gently stroked the little man’s hardness, receiving moans for an answer. Aoi looked down at what his hand was so gently stroking, but Ruki’s hands made him look back at the brunette.
“No... Please... it’s...”
“Shhh...” Aoi smiled. Ruki just couldn’t believe how lucky he was.
“I’ll... I swear I’ll get used...” “I didn’t say anything, Ru...” he kissed the vocalist, never releasing his member. “I want to do it... but...”
“Ruki, calm down,” Aoi’s lips drew a sweet smile. “It’s ok, calm down...”
The brunette closed his eyes as he felt Aoi’s hands caressing his erection. Slowly and tenderly, th