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eian - jinja Shrine. When the parade finally Arrived and Enter the shrine, people Burst Into Applause and Some kids DARED Entering the shrine ... Uruha and Kai Were smiling happily, Reita WAS Complaining about the hot weather and Aoi Had gone for Some drinks. WAS Ruki still staring at the shrine. The dark haired
Heard Them man chatting and laughing as I Approaches: a the little shop, lighting a cigarette. The night was wonderful indeed. They so need a break. Too much work and I Knew Ruki Lately need some inspiration to go on writing the new songs. Had I run out of inspiration Lately. All of them to be had. But Never Had That Occurred to Ruki. And Then, When He Was Right just behind Ruki, all of a sudden, fireworks illuminated the sky making them all jump a bit in surprise. But it looked like Ruki wasn’t expecting it at all and he turned around and hugged Aoi as tight as he could. The guitarist wondered if the little man knew it was him. Aoi sighed and smiled.
What a cute little man he is , he thought, and hugged him back, drinks on a bag, his free hand caressing his back, then his hair... The sky was dyed in shades of pink, red, blue, and greens and yellows... Aoi noticed Ruki had his eyes closed; face pressed strongly against his chest. He looked up at the colored sky, still hugging Ruki, protecting him from whatever the little vocalist wanted him to protect him. He felt Ruki slowly calmed down, but remained there on his embrace, eyes closed. It felt so good... “Ruki... Ruki? Are you ok?” Aoi whispered. Ruki opened his eyes slowly and looked up at him, a bit puzzled of finding Aoi in front of him. The guitarist blinked, a bit confused. Had he not known it was him? “You shouldn’t hug whoever’s behind you, you know,” Aoi smiled softly. Ruki swallowed hard. “Here you have,” he went on quickly, giving him a drink. “The one you wanted, right?” He then went with the others, who apparently hadn’t realized anything. He had a weird impression impregnated in his whole body... what had that been?
* * *
Back in the ryokan room he shared with Uruha and Reita, he could not conceal sleep by any mean. That moment when Ruki had hugged him as if his life was in danger ... Those arms the way Grabbed His shirt, the way I pressed His Face Against His chest ... His breathing, But Then fast first slow and peaceful ... The historical way Caressed When He Looked face him ... And yet Ruki Did not Know It Had Been him all the time. And Aoi wasn't sure That if I liked or not. Ruki I Knew Had Something felt. I Knew the vocalist pretty well. Even Better Than His two old friends, I DARED say. That night Ruki meat to visit him in His dreams, pero Aoi wasn't anything Able to remember the moment I Opened His Eyes. I just woke up with mixed feelings and Went straight to the toilet, Ignoring Uruha's yawns and Reita's weird
ohayo . I Looked at His reflection in the mirror after wetting His face, as if Those two actions Could helphim find the answers to questions Those unknown. Did not Have His Eyes But the answers, pero They made him realize I WAS Un certain about one thing: That Night, Something More Than A simple hug Had Happened.
I Turned around and look down leaning back. Ruki WAS important for him. Very important. Had I never wanted to hurt him, But what if ... Had I done what if I shouldn't Something? I Remembered Everything happening the previous night, But I tried as much as I Could not find anything. Ruki Had Been happy, Simply happy. They Had Been chatting, joking, teasing Kai ... And Then, the parade ... the fireworks ... and the hug ... Maybe ... no, Ruki Just Could not have ... The guitarist ran fingers historical historical-through hair, thoughtful. I Should not Have helthe kinds of toilets in a ryokan confuse me ... "I muttered.
"Ruki's Been In His Sleep ranting again ..." Kai mumbled. "Really?" Asked Uruha. Aoi Did not say anything, But the conversation Suddenly Seem To Interest him. "Yeah ... But I dunno What I said ... "Went on Kai. "It was ... confusing ... "
" Is he ok? "Uruha Asked Slightly gazing at Aoi, an eyebrow arched Who, surprised by That. "I guess There's Something ... That disturbs him ... "" It's getting late, "the blond guitarist said. "Why do not you two go wake him up?" "Alright ..."
Eleven out of the room, Aoi Uruha Thought Was a bit Surprising. I Seem To ignore The Most Evident signs of the Things happening around him, and yet he could see things where no one else could. “Is he still sleeping?” Aoi asked.
“Yeah, we should wake him up, shouldn’t we?”
“Well, we have to if we don’t want to be late...” Ruki was still wrapped in his futon, from head to toe. Aoi laughed a bit. Ruki was lovely a tiny ball under the futon, sleeping or not, but that little man, even trying to look cool and kind of bad boy like, always made Aoi feel sweetness towards him. He placed both hands on his back while Kai started getting dressed. The guitarist moved Ruki smoothly, whispering his name. As there was no reaction, he let his hands run through the vocalist’s back, massaging it softly, forgetting he was there to wake him up. Aoi sighed in relief when Ruki rolled osee, eyes half open. He Knew He Was not going to hold it any Longer ... The vocalist stretched His arms and Moved away as soon as I saw Aoi's intentions. "No, Do not ..." I Yawn. "Do not dare ..."
"Boring," Aoi Smile and Stood Up. "Twenty minutes," I Said Before Leaving the room. Reita Aoi

met on His way back to the room. The bassist WAS Almost desperate running in Need for food. WAS Uruha Having a look at His back, and gazed at Aoi as I pass by.
"Spit it," Aoi said. Uruha Looked at him, SUPPRESSING a smile. "Come on!" "You like Ruki ..." I said. Aoi sighed.
"And what if I do? You like Kai and I do not go around bu-"
" WHAT!? "
" Shh ... Uru! What about discretion?”
“Sorry... but... how do you –”
“Let’s say you’re not the only one... observing...”
“Ok...” Uruha blushed. “But... Ruki... yesterday... he didn’t know it was you, Aoi. But, well, I’m sure you noticed. He liked it. He felt... safe...” “Yeah... I know... But this is not about feeling safe or not...” “Is it about feeling warm, then?”

Aoi sat down on the floor and his eyes focused somewhere on the floor. Uruha sat next to him, hands on his shoulders, comforting him in silence.

The blonde’s words... were just right. That’s how he had felt. That’s how he always felt when he was with Ruki. But... how did the little man feel? He didn’t know what to do. That simple hugLXC "Is gonna cost me some Headaches and up all nights," Aoi smile, opening the door.
"Not Necessarily."
"Why?"
"Because I know Ruki likes you." Aoi shook
His head and laughed. Uruha smiles. Aoi Knew I Would do anything to hurt Ruki. Probably he'd shut up forever HAVING Rather Than the vocalist apart. But it WAS sad, somehow. Once downstairs
saw Kai Aoi Giving Some pills to the vocalist. A headache, I said. Their eyes met and Aoi Could Have sworn I saw Ruki's cheeks burning. However They never talk, never Had Any kind of contact apart from the rest That of the day. Thought the vocalist Aoi felt uncomfortable Rather Every Time They Seem To Be walking side by side, so I Just Walk Slow and Slower,sed the hug and cursed Himself. I Should Have Hugged him just like a normal person Would Do: a simple hand on His back. But no ... I HAD to hug him ... really hug him ... Protecting him, loving him ...

"I'm so stupid ..." I mumbled.

In front of him, sitting on the floor, look up and Smile Uruha affectionately.

"You're not."

The last morning of holidays, Aoi Ruki Decided to phone. The vocalist Would not answer, so going to Uruha Suggested historical place. Aoi Refused at first, But It Did not cost much to convinces him Uruha. Once There WAS Ruki Still Not Answering the phone rules opening the door. Aoi wait and Wait Until His hand found the key to Ruki's apartment on historical pocket. But I have His hand closed around it,moment.
“What do you want to eat? I wonder if you’re even hungry after that huge sweet...” he asked trying to calm down himself. “Why didn’t you phone before?”
“I did phone you,” Aoi answered, confused.
“I mean, before this morning. I’ve been... alone...”
“You could have done the same... I mean... I’ve been at home too...” said the guitarist, observing Ruki’s suddenly distressing expression. “Are you ok, Ruki?”
“I just... feel left out! Why were you with Uruha? Why didn’t you phone me again?” “Ru... I did phone you twice...” Aoi said, worried. “I even went to your place!! But you didn’t open the door and I didn’t want to disturb you by entering...” he lied. “Ru, are you reake him feel bad. And Ruki That Was not helping at all. "Should we leave this for another day?" Ruki Nodder silently. "I'll take you home then ..."
Aoi Ruki to historical guided car. The vocalist Did not open His mouth DURING the whole trajectory. The guitarist WAS repenting from Already Being so close to Ruki, holding His Hands Had Been a big mistake, and nothing I Could Seemed to think about historical distract from Ruki mind or bring a little bit of Contentment or peace to His Mind.

Once home, Aoi Remain in the car while Ruki mumbled a goodbye and Enter the building. As much as I wanted to go with him and make sure I was really ok, I forbid Himself to do it and Drove away the moment Ruki WAS out of sight. And of course, I Could not Sleep That night. He clad himself in a lot of warm clothes, given that it was finally cold, made himself a hot chocolate and sat on the balcony.


I’d give you whatever you asked me too...
He shook his head and laughed at himself. How could he be so silly?

However, he made his mind up the moment those words appeared on his mind. The next morning found him already dressed up, ready to leave for the studio. Something told him Ruki’d be there too, and he wasn’t wrong. There he was, sitting on his favorite sofa. His dark eyes were fixed on the little vocalist, as if they had the power to paralyze him just in case he’d run away. And then, just when he was a step away from him, his voice acted by its own will.

“I have something to tell you,” he said softly. “And I’m not accepting any excuse. Tonight. Come home.”

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Chapter o1.
The murmur of people’s chats, kids playing, the waters of the fountains running calmly... The scenery was too beautiful to be true. It was the first time they were there, in Gion, for holidays. Nothing to do, no lives, no schedule, not waking up early. And as much as they tried to hide it, they were excited about being at the Jidai Festival. They had been waiting for the parade to leave at Kyoto Gyoen Park, had gone for dinner and were now waiting at the Heian - jinja Shrine. When the parade finally arrived and entered the shrine, people burst into applauses and some kids dared entering the shrine... Uruha and Kai were smiling happily, Reita was complaining about the hot weather and Aoi had gone for some drinks. Ruki was still staring at the shrine.
“That was a beautiful parade, wasn’t it?” Ruki said. “For God’s sake, Reita, would you stop complaining about the weather?” Uruha asked almost exasperated.
“No!” Reita complained. “It’s way too hot for being October!!” “Maybe you’ve just forgotten the weatherman said this week would be too hot for autumn?” Kai asked amused. “Shut up,” the bassist said toked up at whom should have been a stranger, but...
“You shouldn’t hug whoever’s behind you, you know,” he smiled. Ruki swallowed hard. “Here you have,” Aoi said quickly, giving him a drink. “The one you wanted, right?” He then went with the others, who apparently hadn’t realized anything. But... when he turned around, Uruha’s grin was waiting for him.
* * * That night Ruki couldn’t sleep. He was sharing room with Kai in a beautiful ryokan. Aoi was with Uruha and Reita. Why the hell was he thinking about Aoi? He had been lucky to have hugged Aoi instead of some stranger. But... there was something wrong about it. He didn’t know it had been Aoi until he opened his eyes. He hadn’t e with a sweetness Ruki couldn’t take anymore. Lazily the vocalist turned around, stretching his arms, refining his acting skills. He had the impression Aoi wanted to tickle him and tease him for a while, but he was faster than the guitarist. “No, don’t...” he yawned. “Don’t dare...” “Boring,” Aoi smiled and stood up. “Twenty minutes,” he said before leaving the room. Ruki stood up but dressing up wasn’t enough to prevent his mind from thinking... what on Earth had been that? Why had he felt that when Aoi was massaging his back? Why had Aoi woken him up? Couldn’t Kai do it? But... it was always Aoi who did that. Ever since they lived together, Aoi had taken special care of him. Not like a brother, but... he always cared mos never talked to each other on the following couple of days. Ruki had no idea about what was happening to him. To them. This big paranoia... was affecting his friendship with Aoi? Was it destroying the strong bond he thought unbreakable? Once back in Tokyo... they still had a couple of days off. Ruki grabbed the phone several times, willing to phone Aoi and go out with him, like they used to do before... Aoi didn’t like shopping, but he always went with Ruki whenever the vocalist asked him to. But he always ended up leaving the phone, sitting down in front of him and staring at him, as if the phone itself would phone Aoi and find the answers.

Ruki kept on debating with himself, and the last day of holidays found him sleeping late again. He opened his eyes and the first thing they saw was his mobile. And it had a missed call. From Aoi. Shit. The thing he had been waiting for during the last couple of days... had happened and what was he doing? Sleeping! He needed to know what was happening to him... why he was so nervous every time he thought of Aoi. He grabbed his mobile and dialed Aoi’s number... but nothing happened. No one picked it up, no one answered. The vocalist sighed and got dressed. He needed to get out of there. He walked down the streets in desperate search for something to eat, something sweet, with lots of chocolate. Yeah, that’s what he needed. He bought probably the biggest chocolate sweet he had eaten in his whole life, and just when he was about to start eating it... Aoi left the store next to wherederstanding What Was happening to him. I Remained silent, always looking down except when to Aoi Talk to him. But It Was In His Mind just him and Aoi. And Suddenly Uruha's smirk appeared on His Mind. Uruha Knew Something. Uruha Had When He Had seen him clung to the first person I Could find, Not Knowing How It Was, and relaxing in Those arms ... He Lifted His Eyes and They Met Uruha's. There Was Nothing on Them. Nothing disquieting. It Was Just Uruha, His old friend, looking back at him with a slight smile on His face, Meaning ... I Knew Something Ruki should.

"Well, I'm going home," the blonde guitarist announce, standing up.
"Alright Then," Aoi said. "Do not burn the house ..."
"Take care of Ruki-chu ~" Uruha SmiledBefore leaving.
Ruki-chu? Who the hell WAS
I calling Ruki-chu? The vocalist Had the impression Uruha Knew That I wanted to be alone with Aoi. I Wonderer What They Had Been talking about. Everything I wanted to know, He Did not Feel Like That left Being comfortable. Even if Aoi Had phone him to go out. They Were sitting in Some cool restaurant about to order meal. But Ruki's mind WAS Being crammed full again by Thoughts and questions That Need an answer.

"What do you want to eat? I wonder if you're hungry after events That huge sweet ... "
" Why Did not Before you phone? "
" I did phone you, "Aoi Answered, confused. "I mean, Before this morning. I've been ... alone ... "" You Could haveI wanted to know if it WAS just an obsession, a misunderstanding, or if it WAS real. I sat on

Their favorite sofa, waiting for Aoi to arrive. Ruki Did not Have To Wait Any Longer, Because the guitarist WAS Already There. He Was Also early. And His Eyes Were fixed on him as I Approaches: a Ruki. And Then, just a step away from him, Ruki Thought Would historical heart stop beating.

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I open my eyes three months ago, That is, two years after the accident
. It was pretty Them Difficult to open. Everything was dark at first, then ... shiny and white, making the crystal lamp sunlight glimmer. My eyes hurt like hell, Specially the left one. It Took me some time to recognize the room, mainly because the sun was bathing every single corner of it, and living at night had made me develop a liking for dim lighted rooms. I was in my room... my old room... in the manor. “Ruki!!” I heard a cheerful voice. I managed to see a thin figure... someone I had met before... someone important, with a bright and childish smile upon his face. He came close to me, excited, and grabbed my hand.
“Aoi...” I mumbled. “Yes! I’ll go find him!” he beamed and left the room in a rush. No, Aoi wasn’t that short. And his hands weren’t that small. Yuu sure looked like him. But he still needed to grow up. My eyes dived into the darkness again, what had happened? For how long Renée's hands stopped caressing my hair. I did not move, But Could Easily Know What She Was Thinking. Her eyes Threw a last gentle and compassionate look at me Before Leaving me alone, lost in my thoughts. My eyes found my hands. How vulnerable WAS I. .. Had as much as I wanted to Protect Aoi ... Had I only Caused him more trouble. What Should I do? But ... Had I felt Aoi's happiness ... And Renée Had Said Those Things Before I left ... "I'm the MOST important thing in His life ..." I muttered. "He's ... madly in love with me ... "And also ... Had I tried to Protect him. Knowing I Could do nothing at all, Knowing Probably I'd die ... Everything I Had Riske for him. Had I done Something I Never Thought I would. I. .. WAS so madly in lovback half pleased, trying to sit down on bed. It was the first time Aoi had said something like that... to me. He’d never tell me about his feelings. Just like I never managed to put mine into words. I just knew he liked me... and then Renée told me he loved me. But Aoi had never said a word about it himself. I didn’t know how to react. I just looked down, smiling slightly. Proud. “Why did you do it?”

I knew that question would come, and I had thought about a million ways to answer. But none of them convinced me. None of them were true. I just looked up at him again, eyes at the verge of tears again and shook my head. I felt his arms around me. “What’s Yuu doing here?” I asked, trying to change the subject. “He’sWhat dn't believe my ears. I Was Outraged. How Could I Say That, after All Those Years, after All We Have Lived together, after ... Risking my life after me for him? My face turn red But I Could not say a word. I wanted to cry like a baby, to punch him hard for Saying Such Stupid Things. I Did not Understand I wanted to be with him forever? I Did not Understand He Was Everything I Had? The only thing I HAD? The only person I ever loved? I Had Never Loved Before, never. He Meant Everything to me.
"Then what about three months of re-training?" I Smile and I Could see Some Appearing on His cheeks color.

Traced His free hand to my forehead-through line from my left eye ... "What's ..."
"A scar ..." I breathe. "d around, still on his embrace, looking straight into his shining eyes. He looked back at me, fingers running through my now brunette hair.

“I wanted to embrace you as soon as possible,” he said. “But we can wait a bit to see if that scar vanishes –”
“No,” I interrupted him for the first time in my life. He looked surprised, but didn’t say a thing. “I... I want to keep it... It’s... it’ll prove I tried... to save you... even if I couldn’t do anything...”
“Ruki,” he smiled. “Y-yes?” I said, slightly flushed. “You’ve saved me already.”
* * *

Ruki looked up and met his eyes. They were cold and distant, but he knew it was a fake. He knew what was behind them. The little man stood up and began to walk slowly through the long and dark corridor. There were two other men he had barely seen standing both sides of the other man. All of them were wearing black clothes, but the ones from the man sitting in front of him were the most elegant Ruki had ever seen.
Ruki stopped and knelt again while the other man stood up and walked towards him. The man leaned forwards and smiled, placing his delicate hand on Ruki’s neck. He stood up to face him.

“Are you sure, Ruki?” the man asked. He smiled childishly.
“I am sure, Aoi.”
“Oh... by the way... happy birthday.”


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And now I wonder... what happens to a human who’s already in love before becoming a vampire? Oh well...








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